Realizations this Hearts Day.

February 14, 2015

Happy Valentines Day

daw sabi ng mga friends ko sa FB na kung may trending topic eh, no. 1 ito.

Anjan yung mga Ferrero Bouquet na tinda ni Culasa. Kaliwat-kanang mga chocolates at roses na post sa timeline at sa IG, Mga Valentines Day cake na ewan ko at kailan nauso ang mga bagay na to. at. . .
Eto din kami mga Single at Bitter sa Pag-ibig ngayong araw ng mga puso.

IKAW, Anung HUGOT mo ngayon?


A week ago I was thinking that what are my plans for this 14th. Party at Elpotro? Videoke at Central, wishing well or PBest, or Magmuni-muni at kumain sa SM Pampanga. It can also be, "Tara SM! Puede ka? Ala nka man ka date dba?"

Then a b***h said, We will have school activity for 14th, Valentines Day. Ha? Waaaahhhttt? Immediately it pop-up in my mind, "Kung Bitter ka, Wag mo kaming mai-damay damay sa ka bitteran mo". But then again we have no choice but to follow because, if not, They said that whoever did not participate in that training eh it will be crossed out in the group, will not attend the bi**h training, will not passed the PT, will not going to graduate and wait for the next school year to repeat all your sacrifices as intern, will not walk on the theater at 6th of April, will not apply for a job or in short, They will destroy and make your life miserable just because you did not attend the training and choose to celebrate the hearts day.

Minsan ang bitter, hindi lang sa LOVE. Pramis.

The day before the training, it was cancelled. My plans are already cancelled also. Again Bad words came from my mind(not in my mouth). Dont want to push through with everything tinamad na ako.

Schedule for the next week.. A demo at Proverbsville School, A pre-demo by next week, need to prepare 2 detailed lesson plan, need to prepare IMs, Need to check and record bulk of works and Need to study the next topic which is Projectile Motion.

-Ayan nmn pala, Blessing in disguise daw to na ma-cancel laht to do all that stuffs.

The 14th of February came,
Red para puso!. I woke up without nothing to do. Ate my Breakfast and visit cousins sa likod lang ng bahay. I opened the computer, Ayan ang Puso nasa FB. I opened my folder PTFiles and open the LP Constellation and Mitosis.pptx hoping that I will finished any of the two LP. But again, Tinamad ako. I turn off the computer and grabbed my fone to check IG. Yun si heart at chiz ikakasal na daw. And few more minutes, Nkatulog ako.

After 5 hours I woke up. Ask mom, Tara kain tayo sa labas. D puede, bday ng tito mo, darating cna tita mo dala cla foods dun tayo kakain. OKAY.

Then I saw the book of Marcelo. Mahal mo siya, Mahal ka ba?

I open it and browse the book, Page 107
"Mahal mo siya, Mahal ka ba?"
"Mahal mo yung best friend mo, pero hindi puede kasi kaibigan ka lang niya."
"Ano nga ba ang sagot sa tanong na Mahal mo siya, Mahal ka ba?

Infairness, Ang sakit ng book na to. I made a realization, Ilang years at months ko na ring pinagpepray kay lord ang 3 bagay na 1: Sana gabayan niya ako sa LET sa september, 2:Sana tulungan niya ako na magpapayat 3:Na kung siya man talaga ang para sa akin eh, Ibigay niya na ito.

I is one of the 40 students in my section, My section is one of the many sections in my college, My college is one of the 8 college in my University, My university is one of the many schools in my City, My City is one of the many cities in my province, My province is one of the many province in my region, My region is one of many regions in my country, My Country is one of the many countries in my continent and This continent is one of those in the whole world.

So tell me, Wala bang ni isa tao na nakalaan sayo? At anong ka-bitteran ang damang-dama ntn sa love?

I realized, If I had those 3 wish, I will stick to those 2. Career and Fitness. Reserve ko na muna ang pangatlo.

Sabi ko nuon, Nung pinapili siguro ako ni Lord kung LOVE o TRAVEL I choose Travel instead of love? Lordddd! Puede bang ulit? Ask me again. Love nlng saka na ang travel. Pero touch move daw eh, Kasi may Boracay at Cebu na ako this year. But in the movie, That thing called tadhana, JM met Angelica in the airport. So may chance pa! Add Baggage pleasee! If you watch the movie you know what I mean.

To her, I know, time will come that you will find the one for you, Hindi man ako, Pero for sure you will find him. Just update me always ha! I promise, Hindi ako manliligaw ng iba hanggat d ka nagkaka-love life. I will be your forevs Best Friend. And I am afraid to lose you in my life. Thankyou for 8 wonderful years of friendship. A lot of moreee years to come. Cheers!

A while ago, a student of mine, Message me in my chatbox .

Love is not just the reason to be Happy. (Pero I'm still hopeful) There are other things that can make you happy. This student of mine came also from the section who gave me a valentine treat. Kaht nakakapagod at stress sila turuan, They are still very sweet! They are the sweetest!

I realize, to make my dream to travel possible, I need to find a stable job. Wala na ang scholarship na aasahan. At the same time, I will focus muna sa wish list no. 1 and 2 before fulfilling no. 3. I will focus on my career and health. Because, we all believe in God's Perfect timing.

Happy Valentines Day! With Love,

Andrew Feliciano